So I always wondered why some people have the need to run there mouths in a public place. Airirng out your laundry in a smoked filled place isn't the best place to do it but i guess some people like wearing stinky ass cloths. What I don't understand over airring your business out is why you would do it when you know I am going to hear about it. I am not allowed to open my mouth about this or believe me I wouldn't be blogging and this is my way to vent. But since when if your broke and need to borrow money you can manage to go to a bingo hall... HUH... i wish i could play bingo and still need to ask for money. Its not even the point of asking for money because everyone needs help but to call everyday and for me to hear that you've been at bingo or shopping or whatever leads me to think you have money you just don't want to spend your own. OK NEWS FLASH everyone.... Jake and I are not made of money like you all think... He works hard for the money we get and we pay our bills and make sure our children (our number one priority) have what they need and what. We live from paycheck to paycheck like everyone else on this fucking earth.  I was not born to support other people and there problems. I was born first so my mother could support me, then i moved out and while its a mother job to help we needed it along the way...Thanks its apprecated. Then we got on our feet had kids.. Now it is our job to raise and support them. We have asked people for help here and there when money is short and they need dipars but there is only one person in the past year that we have asked for help and sorry BUT IT WASN'T YOU.  The person we ask is a person I know won't tell her grandchildren no and won't break promises and won't rub it in our faces that she was there when we needed help.  Someone I know isn't going to play favorites.  Someone I know that if my children are 5 and say grammy can you help me or grammy can you take me somewhere that I can trust that she will do it and not forget them or do something that there not suppose to do. I see it like this anyone who wants to see my kids have cars and they don't take the anniciative to come see them so why go out of my way to bring them to you.